Tuesday

woke up a little later than usual. didn't sleep very well last night. so i actually did stop at mcd this morning.....but i only got coffee :oD

breakfast

coffee - 2

lunch

6 inch turkey and cheese sub sandwhich - 10 (guess)
cup of potato soup
marble pound cake

dinner

garlic chicken with pasta and veggies - 15 points

so i can't really say exactly how many points i had today but either way...i know i did really well. this is huge milestone for me. im eating regular meals not eating in between or having monster portions.

the biggest loser is on tonight. i love that show.

Begone Fat Girl!!

well....here i go again. this time i have a plan. a pretty good plan i think. a doable plan.

no more drive thru's, or fast food. im done with that.

so for breakfast im shooting for a high fiber breakfast. banana's, oatmeal...stuff like that. which i can get at work and its a whole lot cheaper than mcd's.

lunch will be my main meal. i can pretty much get anything from subs, salads, even like a hearty meal with meat and veggies/potatoes. i can get mexican or a burger if i wanted. i can get anything.

and for dinner i will have a big ass salad.

and after dinner i walk a mile with leslie's walk away the pounds tape.

and ill do that until i can do more and then take it from there. im still going to weight watchers on saturday's to weigh in so ill be able to track my progress.

this needs to work. i am at my highest weight i have ever been in life and i really am not comfortable at all. i dont like the way this feels and i really don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. i want love...to be loved. and its clearly obvious that its not going to happen at this weight or at this size. and frankly who can blame anyone. i wouldn't want me......this is not cute. not at all.

so here i go again. i promise to update regularly with my progress.....im not going to promis daily but i can give you at least once a week. if i have the time at work ill try to do the food journal....

i have a goal. im sticking to it. the game is on!

wish me luck