Wednesday
So far today:
9am (in the car): typical McDonalds breakfast
12:30 pm (at my desk): Spinach & Tangerine salad w/chick peas and tomato salsa, pita pieces and Caesar dressing

9am (in the car): typical McDonalds breakfast
12:30 pm (at my desk): Spinach & Tangerine salad w/chick peas and tomato salsa, pita pieces and Caesar dressing

so far 1 liter of water and 2 (Venti) cups of tea
going to bingo tonight so I'm sure ill have something there. pizza most likely unless I stop and get something somewhere else. ill let you know.
I'm really so not hungry today. I didn't really need to eat and I'm guessing its from the overindulging I did yesterday which I'm still kinda feeling. the fullness that is. so eating today was not really necessary.
I'm so not hungry. especially after the tea and water I've been drinking. it only makes me feel worse.
do I think that having a salad justifies it??
I kept thinking ok the cafe closes in a half hour.....I can still get my salad mind you at starbucks. they close at 4.
plenty of time. my mindset is so fucked up.
I eat cuz I have money, its there for me, so why the hell not. I wish I didn't love food so much. I was thinking yesterday that I need to change my mindset from spending my money on food to something else. like take up shopping or pay my bills on time.....or anything other than what am I going to eat today.
my mom is going to freak out when she see's me. if it were only possible to loose like 50 lbs in 2 weeks.
I'm sooo fucked.
going to bingo tonight so I'm sure ill have something there. pizza most likely unless I stop and get something somewhere else. ill let you know.
I'm really so not hungry today. I didn't really need to eat and I'm guessing its from the overindulging I did yesterday which I'm still kinda feeling. the fullness that is. so eating today was not really necessary.
I'm so not hungry. especially after the tea and water I've been drinking. it only makes me feel worse.
do I think that having a salad justifies it??
I kept thinking ok the cafe closes in a half hour.....I can still get my salad mind you at starbucks. they close at 4.
plenty of time. my mindset is so fucked up.
I eat cuz I have money, its there for me, so why the hell not. I wish I didn't love food so much. I was thinking yesterday that I need to change my mindset from spending my money on food to something else. like take up shopping or pay my bills on time.....or anything other than what am I going to eat today.
my mom is going to freak out when she see's me. if it were only possible to loose like 50 lbs in 2 weeks.
I'm sooo fucked.


3 Comments:
Hey jeannine, I dont think you can loss that much weight in two weeks, but you sure can drop 5-10 pounds between now and then. That would be 20% of 50pounds.
That salad does look good.
I think your mom will be overjoyed to see you - no matter what. You're on the right track... we just have to keep on keepin' on.
The mindset thing is a hard one - but you know what they say - fake it til' ya make it.
Hey... its been a month since you posted... get back on track... so you can beat me to 10%.!!
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