A New Day
Since my last entry I must say...I'm doing a lot better. Sometimes you just need to get slapped by reality and that does the trick.
A big huge thank you to all of you who have emailed, called, and intervened...LOL. The support is just overwhelming and I can't thank you enough. You know who you are.
I have to say...Falling through the stairs is a real eye opener. Since that day I feel like I have been living on the outside looking in. Having an outer body thing...Make sense? Its hard to explain. I used to say that I don't feel as big as I am and now I see myself as who I am. Its hard to explain.
I received a really wonderful email from a fellow journaler who shared an experience, almost the same experience and it was just nice to know that I am not alone. I talked to my mom who proceeded to yell at me through IM and at the end was laughing and that was really nice. My roomie called me at work and told me that "were talking" when I got home on Monday. I have to say....It was one of the most helpful. I have that motivation again. Its not as strong or obsessive as it was the first time but its there. I can feel it.
I'm joining weight watchers again.
I'm also going to attend TOPS meetings. I think ill need that support group atmosphere and they have meeting a few times a week. I'm getting information on this tomorrow.
this week has been a good one so far. It was a real struggle at first but I haven't seen McDonald's all week. I've been having breakfast at home and bagging my lunch and eating dinner at home. I just stepped on the scale (at 8pm after eating dinner) and it says 371.
I must be doing something right.
so the journey begins again and I'm looking forward to the outcome, the ups and downs and the going to the support groups.
I'm looking forward to living again.
thank you again everyone. I love you all!
hugs, jeannine
A big huge thank you to all of you who have emailed, called, and intervened...LOL. The support is just overwhelming and I can't thank you enough. You know who you are.
I have to say...Falling through the stairs is a real eye opener. Since that day I feel like I have been living on the outside looking in. Having an outer body thing...Make sense? Its hard to explain. I used to say that I don't feel as big as I am and now I see myself as who I am. Its hard to explain.
I received a really wonderful email from a fellow journaler who shared an experience, almost the same experience and it was just nice to know that I am not alone. I talked to my mom who proceeded to yell at me through IM and at the end was laughing and that was really nice. My roomie called me at work and told me that "were talking" when I got home on Monday. I have to say....It was one of the most helpful. I have that motivation again. Its not as strong or obsessive as it was the first time but its there. I can feel it.
I'm joining weight watchers again.
I'm also going to attend TOPS meetings. I think ill need that support group atmosphere and they have meeting a few times a week. I'm getting information on this tomorrow.
this week has been a good one so far. It was a real struggle at first but I haven't seen McDonald's all week. I've been having breakfast at home and bagging my lunch and eating dinner at home. I just stepped on the scale (at 8pm after eating dinner) and it says 371.
I must be doing something right.
so the journey begins again and I'm looking forward to the outcome, the ups and downs and the going to the support groups.
I'm looking forward to living again.
thank you again everyone. I love you all!
hugs, jeannine
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