Back in the saddle again.....

are you as tired of my "new beginnings" as i am??? ok so here i go again. though i have a really good excuse this time....still....i should have/could have made it work for me....but didn't.

so im back at meetings.

if you didn't know....well gee jeannine if you UPDATED some, maybe we would have a clue.....i had a second job that interfered with my meeting days so i had to change it and i just never did and so i let it and myself go for about a month. but i since quit my job and im now back at my thursday night meeting which i truly missed and it was good to be back. part of me was really embarrassed because i feel like i failed and seeing everyone there looking really good....all i kept thinking was that could have been me if i just tried a little harder. but i couldn't let it get to me. i was there....its a start and they were happy to see me. i really love my meeting group. they are a good bunch.

i really let myself myself go. and boy am i feeling it. even though my weigh in was not as bad as i thought it was going to be...still....it was bad enough.

so time to get back on track, get motivated, get moving, and get serious about my health. im not getting any younger and its getting harder to get through the days. so again i say....its time.

i really would love to be down a significant amount of weight before summer hits. it would be nice to be able to sport some shorts outside in daylight....lol. purdy pasty those legs of mine....hasn't seen sun in a mighty long time.....lol

ok...thats about all i got right now. no poor me's, no im such a loser, no bad feelings....just doing it and keeping it real.

and i promise to update more often :o)